What are you thinking?

What happened, along the way. What went so very, very wrong….

What happened, to that strength which i fell for? The will to remove yourself from situations you don’t like, and the people who don’t fit. Or was it simply a misinterpretation on my part? That it wasn’t strength, but a flaw. A weak-link.

What happened to that spirit which swept me away? Is it because you do not have anyone else to fall back on anymore? Let me tell you, that you are well on your own. But then again, so am I.

I know you. So I’ve been thinking to myself, “should’nt you be the one who hates it the most?”. All the acting “superior” and I-am-better-than-you shit is what you’ve always hated. And now you’re in the very midst of the shit cloud. Don’t you feel weird? Don’t you feel annoyed? Not even the least bit? You of all people should be the one rejecting them, yet now you are forcing yourself to mingle with them. You’ve been cruel to me, so now i guess this would make a good case study for “karma” wouldn’t it?

They are doing to you exactly what you did to me. But i’m here to tell you, that YOU ARE DIFFERENT. You are the only one, amongst that irritacloud of retar i mean moro i mean people, that do not act stupidly and annoy the rest of the population.

I am no longer interested(but i still care deep down) in what ever happens to you from this point onwards. My doors are closed(but you have my keys don’t you?).

You disappoint me…. As i have you.

2 Responses to “What are you thinking?”

  1. Sheena Says:

    heyo dingjie. im commenting. well. u muz blog longer next time ba.. tat is if u say my blog post is long. but well, urs definitely have got e substance in there no matter how short.

    i think i noe wad u referring to. but well, someday, this person will come to realise tat everything wasnt meant to b like tat. :)

  2. DJ Says:

    No. I turn out to be the one who realised that things weren’t meant to be………

    One day it will be something else……….

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